maybe this isn’t the right week, or maybe i’m not as strong as i thought. either way, this project is driving me crazy. i can’t study my pills any longer. i want to be normal. healthy. i can accept taking pills, organizing them… those sorts of things… because i’m lucky to be alive, and they’re keeping me that way. but despite how simple and easy this project probably looks to all of you, i can’t look at these pills any more without feeling nauseated. so, i don’t want to risk losing my ability to scarf them down without a thought–to be ignorant, or to man up and accept my new normal. this routine won’t be forever; it could be so much worse. i know. but this is all i can take.
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We had a discussion about your project and you had said that you weren’t really looking forward to studying your medicine and I can understand that. You’ve done so much work based around Lyme disease. I like what you’ve done for this assignment, but I think I can tell that you’ve gotten it out of your system for now and want to move on to focusing on other subjects.
I appreciate your candor. After looking at all your pictures and reading this post I felt awful as well. As a narrative it really is effective. Great project. Look forward to seeing what you do next.